For me the inner shift that was needed started in 2017 Christmas time. I understood that how I was living was not fulfilling me, and I was not happy.
Working day job, 8-16, training at the gym after and drinking alcohol in the weekends and partying - and maybe finding a girl to enjoy with, which made me feel alive for a moment. Repeatedly - in circles. Is this life in its full potential? Is there not more to life than this?
I started observing myself, my life, my family, my environment a little deeper. Including the elderly people and how they turned out according with their lifestyle and jobs.
Simply not satisfied with my life, not fulfilled.
The first thing that hit me, I need to learn how to learn, because I have a lot to learn and I don’t know. Many questions, to the point of overwhelming me.
So I did, and I simply love learning and developing since. Self-development started. I started with my body, and utilized inspiration through observing my dad and all he achieved and all he knew. Yet those things were external material things, building houses, repairing cars, repairing pipes, electricity, and he could do and still can do all of those things. At a level of professional quality. I noticed these things were easy for me aswell. I am grateful for what I have learned from that, yet this was not meaningful to me.
I started to notice, I can do the same just inside. Instead of learning to drive the external car, can I learn to drive my car? My body?.
And obviously to drive the car, I needed to learn how it functions. This was not easy to begin with, because most of what was available to me at the moment is what to do, and not how to do it, or when and in which order and so on. I felt my why, without knowing.
Most of the what to do or be, were flowing quite well in society. Yet in my environment I did not yet have access to the bigger questions, how, where, why, when and in what order? I was confused and lost. Didn’t resonate with the what’s people were sharing. Had they really practiced that or copied it from someone else in their social circle?
The Journey started and as soon as I found my direction, going within - into my body and mind. Life expanded and I started to turn on, to connect, to awaken - to become alive again. I have been learning and growing, experience through communities and conscious movements such as biohacking, yoga and meditation, tantra, dancing, energy healing, shamanism, coaches and therapists of various directions.
I trained, certified and continued practicing after in:
To create an inner shift in human beings(you and me, we), one-by-one and support humans in achieving their goals and resolving their challenges. To make the inner shift, the most important step in your transformation! -Starting with myself, and those who chooses to be guided by me - creating ripple effects in humanity itself and their totality of decisions and actions towards the whole and their environment, because when we are delighted, joyful and happy we are and do well.